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tomorrow will be 3 years since you left
not a day has been the same without you
I miss you all the time, you are always in my thoughts
and will always be in my heart until we are together again
Love Mum
Happy Birthday my darling Son
Know nothing is the same without you here with me
You are missed every day
Always in my thoughts always in my heart
Mum
On the eve of the year of your passing , I light this candle in remembrance of you Will. It’s still hard to believe your no longer here, rest easy my old friend. Until we meet again some day.
Hey you thank you for visiting me the other day. You couldn't have made it more clearer, that it was you and allowed me to take a picture to show the kids. I need you now more than ever, and I'm sorry. Maybe you came to me that day, to let me know that you are always there, and to open my eyes with things you have said to me, and tried to make me understand and believe, but I never truly listened or believed it until now. You were right on certain things, and it has opened my eyes, and made me realize allot of things, and it's very hard to process it all right now. Why is it happening this month, when already it's hard enough and depressing enough for us, and to add to it, I will never understand. It's not fair for them, these kids have been through hell and back these last 3 years, why add to it, what have they done? I'm trying so hard, everyday, with every ounce of strength I have to do right and trying to get their lives back to a normal as much as it can be. So why? This can't happen, you can't allow it. It's not about me whatsoever in this, it's about them and them only, but that doesn't seem to matter the impact it will have on them. But it shows and tells me allot, and I think that is what you wanted to show me. Please do whatever you can, help me whatever way you can, to protect and keep them safe and secure where they need to be, they need you now more then ever. I'll keep being strong like everyone tells me to be and everything will work out and be fine, easy for all to say when it's not them going through it all. We will get through this with your help and guidance, and pray to God this is not the next chapter of our lives, we have gone through enough now, enough is enough, we don't deserve this this. Please I beg you. We love and miss you everyday single day and keep watching over us. Xo
Happy Father's day xo Today is a tough day for the kids. They miss you so much. We noticed you have been around allot lately, in different ways. They notice it too, and makes them smile, thank you. Lots has been going on, but you are there to protect them, and do what you can, to help in your little ways. They have been talking allot about you, sometimes with tears, and sometimes with smiles, but you are never forgotten and always thought of.
Lots going on lately with your son. I know you are watching, from up above. I need you to somehow, someway help me out with all of this. You were his go-to when he was going through stuff. Give me a sign, something to guide me, or tell me I am doing okay and making the right decisions for him to get him through all of this because I know you would do some things differently. I wish he would get some help with losing you, but he is stubborn and bottling it up. He shared some things with me last week, and he misses you so much. God, how I wish I could take their pain away. Help me in any way you can, please.
Been on my mind, and having weird dreams. Kids have been doing good. Your name comes up everyday, by one of them. I got this weird email, and the persons name was William. He is a tarot card reader, astrologer wanting to give me a reading. Found it so weird he had the same name. Are you trying to tell me something? Kloe is doing well with her counseling, she has allot to get through, but slowly she will get there. Went to credit Valley last week, was hard, since the last time I went was to say goodbye to you. Got through it, but wasn't easy. Please continue to watch over us, and keep the kids safe. We miss you.
Hey you, it's been awhile since I wrote you. Doesn't matter though, I talk to you all the time, and I'm sure it's driving you crazy lol. The kids are doing well, they are doing virtual for the past 2 weeks, and it's going awesome. Connor has brought his marks up, and Kloe is getting her stuff and projects done. Very proud of them. Kloe got her 2nd vaccine yesterday, and I got my booster. I'm just happy she is done before going back to school. Kloe has been speaking about you allot lately. They both had a hard time with Christmas, but we got through it. Connor had an emotional moment, when he went and watched his first Marvel movie with out you. That was your thing the 2 of you, so it was hard for him, but all the firsts will be, and I do what I can and I'm there to help them through it. I tell them one day at a time. They miss you so much. I know you are watching down on them, and keeping them safe. We did the Christmas tree all in blue because it's your favorite color, and Kloe wanted to do it so badly. She won't let me take it down lol help me with that please lol the new year has been good so far, I'm getting myself back to the normal me, and get out of this funk and sadness. I can't change that you are no longer here, so I need to accept it, rightand move on. I have less drama now with cutting people out of my life, and it has brought me some peace. I'm doing what I need to for me and the kids and being happy and live life. We have allot of love and support, and true people in our corners, and the fake being tossed out slowly. Help guide me in the right direction. Ok enough for now. We miss you very much, we think of you all the time, and speak of you often. ❤
You are in my thoughts every day I love you and miss you so much